OK. So I finally accepted it. I accepted that no matter what I try to make things better, I seem to make them worse… at least with my girl… or my ex rather… Anyway, today we parted ways again. Except this time we decided to cut until we can be friends. Stupid, hard, frustrating, but now seems like there is no other way. Or is there? I miss her… Let it be soon. I am a schmuck.